02515cam a2200325 4500 523599375 TxAuBib 20210904120000.0 ||||||s2017||||||||||||||||||||||||und|u 9781538424940 1538424940 f550af62-241a-4c62-b7cf-5b0996cf3c86 OverDrive (Reserve ID) 9781982412760 9781982412760 3205165 OverDrive (Product ID) TxAuBib LeFavour, Cree. Lights On, Rats Out [Libby] : A Memoir. Blackstone Publishing, 2017. Format: OverDrive OverDrive MP3 Audiobook, Filesize: 277MB. Format: OverDrive OverDrive Listen, Filesize: 277MB. Biography & Autobiography. Nonfiction. HTML:<p>As a young college graduate a year into treatment with a psychiatrist, Cree LeFavour began to organize her days around the cruel, compulsive logic of self-harm: with each newly lit cigarette, the world would drop away as her focus narrowed on the fierce, blooming release of pleasure-pain as the burning tip was applied to an unblemished patch of skin. Her body was a canvas of cruelty, each scar a mark of pride and shame.</p> <p>In sharp and shocking language, <i>Lights On, Rats Out</i> brings us closely into these years. We see the world as Cree did-turned upside down, the richness of life muted and dulled, its pleasures perverted. The heady thrill of meeting with her psychiatrist, Dr. Adam N. Kohl-whose relationship with Cree is at once sustaining and paralyzing-comes to be the only bright spot in her days.</p> <p><i>L</i><i>ights On, Rats Out</i> illuminates a fiercely bright and independent woman's charged attachment to a mental-health professional and the dangerous compulsion to keep him in her life at all costs.</p>. Media Type: Audiobook. Importer Version: 2014-01-08.01 Import Date: 2021-11-04 13:21:58. https://excerpts.cdn.overdrive.com/FormatType-425/0887-1/3205165-LightsOn,RatsOut.mp3 Excerpt (OverDrive MP3 Audiobook) https://samples.overdrive.com/?crid=f550af62-241a-4c62-b7cf-5b0996cf3c86&.epub-sample.overdrive.com Excerpt (OverDrive MP3 Audiobook) https://excerpts.cdn.overdrive.com/FormatType-425/0887-1/3205165-LightsOn,RatsOut.mp3 Excerpt (OverDrive Listen) https://samples.overdrive.com/?crid=f550af62-241a-4c62-b7cf-5b0996cf3c86&.epub-sample.overdrive.com Excerpt (OverDrive Listen)